saarunna

I've left deviant art for a long time,i was just periodically checking my constantly growing messages file,so now i hope i can catch up with everybody.Forgive me for not responding to you-i will try to catch up-and forgive possible fav bombing,i work too many hours without having access to a computer..Whenever i have a little time i will pass by everyone to say hi :) So i have a new job,a new house and a wonderful puppy called Boo!Not much time for many new photos but i hope those few will be of a better quality. Kisses,Elena.

Trainspotting John Hodge Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into

Nostalgic..I can't express better my feelings these days.. As most of us(i think) i can't recall my puberty as a good period..I was really bad-looking with my teen acme(reallyyy bad i tell you),wearing glasses and ugly clothes,oily hair,feeling fat(i was only 55 kgs) and seeing boys hunt the pretty ones..I usually wore skinny jeans,a rather big t-shirt of nirvana(THE BAND) and Marten's boots(i still have them).I had some flirts but you know boys at that age.. I still have weird teeth because i never wanted to have to endure braces too.. But right now i feel so stuck.Between those days-suddenly feeling them much closer to me than what i am